Hang in there! It's all in how you look at things. I remember going to school and working till 3 a.m. Literally no free time. It's kind've like a trial of fire, and once you come out the other side, you'll feel surprisingly good about yourself.
Just try to keep regular sleep patterns (4 hours at the same time each day is much better than 4 hours at different times each day). Try to take 5 minutes each day to stare off and think about something stupid.
Don't even worry about music!
JakBaronKing
Do you realize just how fortunate your life is already? Just the fact that you have a computer just shows it. I don't care how hard your life was...you've got EVERY opportunity to make it better. What makes it even worse...is lack of desire...determination...Will.
What you lack is a sense of appreciation and desire to make your life better.
You think the world owe's you something? You think you deserve a break?
You gotta stop getting so depressed and mopey...only losers do that!
And so what about your School Life being hard...School is more important. Do you know that many kids your age don't have an education? And those who do can only afford up to fifth grade?
Watch "Wide-Angle PBS education : Back to School" - Youtube
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr3bp0nQwQs">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr3bp0 nQwQs</a>
You gotta buck up and start seeing the brighter side to your life...and appreciate the fact that every day you wake up is an opportunity to make it a little better.
Get Motivated Dude!
Being Sad and Mopey and Lack-Luster in your efforts won't get things done.
You Reap what you Sow dude, not matter how uneven it seems...it's better to put more in...and not "expect" the equivalent...but rather "try harder" if your not satisfied.
Always find some reason to be enthusiastic, productive, and happy.
Here's some links to help you understand some things...
Motivation
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/207306">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/207306</a>
And Happiness (based off a real man the pic)
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/206732">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/206732</a>
Education is important...to seek a New Frontier for the good of man kind
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/212416">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/212416</a>
Mo-Tech (Updated )
What? I'm tired and over worked... architecture is highly demanding. I get an average of four hours of sleep a day and two of those hours are on the train ride to and from the city. And what do you mean "kids my age?" I'm 27. I spent five years in the military so I can pay for school. I worked my ass off then and I'm working my ass off now. If I say "I'm tired and have no time," it means "I'm tired and have no time," not "I'm depressed and unproductive."
Work has priority. I don't have time for music. I need more sleep.
I'm over-stressed and approaching burnout.
Misunderstanding aside, Thank you for your concern.